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Artist : The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Title : Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Friendster - chocoslayer@hotmail.com
MSN - mister_lavigne@hotmail.com

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Oh well , am really frustrated these 2 days . Family problems getting not so smooth now and I was not able to attend Brad's birthday party last saturday night at The Curve because ...
1 . All my relatives came for a gathering !!! Smart in choosing dates huh ?
2. No transportation as i'm unable to renew my roadtax due do some problems .

Haihz ... sad lorrr . Can't drive yet . Thought of going to taylor's to get some informations . Maybe later this week laa ... But salary will be out today . Am going to Chi Chung's house to get the letter later . Hmmm ...

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Now now .. where should i start ? Haha ... so the many events and stuffs to be blogged . I guess this would be a very very long post . So are you ready ? Hehe ...

I think should be starting with 11th of August ... early in the morning , fetched Kar Lai and Teck Jinn to my house . Kar Lai cooked porridge for us all as breakfast . LoL ~ Very the bahagia leh .. Haha .. Got friend cook for me ! After that went to bus station in Sek17 and journey to Malacca .

2 hours of bus ride and finally ... placed my bags in Kar Lai's apartment before going for late lunch with Teck Jinn . Hmm ... the place that we had lunch .. reminded me of the past .. This is the second time i've been to Malacca and i came to this eating place twice . The first time ? Yeah .. it was with Marcus ...

I took a short nap after lunch and by 6pm , Kar Lai's friend are ready to fetch us to Johore . Ahh .. at last a comfortable transportation . The journey took 2 1/2 hours . Reached in Tun Aminah at 9pm and my godbrother came to pick me up ! That's it for that day . Chatted with bro till late night ...

Saturday was the day ! Yeah ~~~~ Summer 8 Live Concert !!! Hehehe ... Reach around 2pm and it was already crowded ! There are people that OVERNIGHT at Danga Bay the day before !! My .... how crazy !! We started to queue up around 5pm and we're squeeze like orange juice ! Haha ... entry started at 7.30pm !

The great thing was that we were holding a Crazy Rock Fans ticket yet we get to watch in Super Hard Rock Fans Zone !! Haha ... so near ... nice nice !! At least we doesnt need to squeeze while watching the show !
Hehe ...Energy blow away the opening to a crazy and uncontroable atmosphere .. Then came along Lin Yu Zhong , Superstars , John , Gary , Dylan and Daniel Lee ! Haha ... What can i say ... save the best for the last !! Haha ... Next is Chao Ge blowing off the crowd with screams everywhere with his Superwoman ! Fulaaahh ... Landy was next with her hot and sexy dance ! Then we have Nicholas Teo , Jang Nara , Justin , Rainie , JJ and the closing was 5566 ... it was really a turn off ... 3366 more than 5566 ... i don't really like them ... lip syncing ?? Duhhh ... boring ... when they are performing .. the crowds get lesser and lesser !! Everyone just leave and going back .. The good shows actually ended by JJ !! Haha ~~ Nice ...
What can i say ? It's the greatest FREE concert ever ... can't wait for next year ! Wondering where can it be held ... Last year was Penang , this year Johore ... next KL ? Hmmm ...

After the concert , meet up with JC .... LoL ~ So long din't see him already leee ... Still cute laarkk ! Haha ... Chatted till very very late night .. and next day , Kar Lai's friend fetch me back to Malacca . Then in Malacca bus station ... I took bus alone ... yeah ~ ALONE .. back to Shah Alam .. so there i was again ... second time .. in bus station of Malacca ...

All of a sudden , my hearts felt heavy . It was rather unusual . The first time I took the bus home .. my feeling was mixed of happy yet sad to leave ... this time ... i felt the pain ... it's almost a year since i came to Malacca ... As i was alone ... my tears starting to run down ... i hardly able to control it . I thought to myself .. what is wrong with me ? Why can't i be as strong as others can be ? I even thought of leavin the bus ... and search for him ... Marcus ... I don't understand myself .. after such long time , I'm yet to forget this person from my heart and mind . I din't find him or call him when i was in Malacca because I've just argued with him few days back ... I was the one to be blame for the problem ... but he said something .. and that time it hurt me so deep . I cried on the spot .. alone . That wasn't the first time ... why should i be hurt again and again ? Since then , we din't talk to each other . He din't bother to sms or call me ... and me ? Just hoping that i could forget that past ... and go on with my with my current life . Easy to be said but i can't . I hate this dilemma ... Felt very silly at that moment .
Maybe it really proves that he is more than special to me ? An ideal partner that i was needed and wanted to have ? Sigh ... anything ... it already past ... I'm afraid to be hurt so deep again ...

Recently am having a very dull life . I got summon for my roadtax expiry date ! Sigh ... how awful !! Fortunately my dad din't scold and nag me ... and he helped to settle it . Now that i wanted to renew my roadtax , they told me im unable to because my insurances date is insufficient for half a year renewal . Bought another half year insurance but im still unable to pay the roadtax ! What the hell is this ? Haihz ... no roadtax ... no car ... no driving ...

Oh nowadays , been downloading and burning alot of dvds . Hell alot of horror movies . Haha ~ Nice ... Since Silent Hill is not showing in Malaysia , burned it to dvd and hell ... i'm gonna watch it in my own stereo hifi tele ~!!! Hmmphh ..

Brad's birthday party will be held tonight at The Curve , Hooked Restaurant ... LoL ~ BUT my godmother is coming today .. oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .......

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Been watching Animal Planet very often recently . Especially with the show " The Most Extreme " . It's a show where each episode gives us the Top10 animals on each specific features . As an example , top10 living creatures that produce loudest sound .

Well on the last episode , there was this dieting creatures . 1st runner up was a grizzly bear . It can hibernate up to half a year and won't be eating nor drinking nor even goes to the toilet . Hahaa ... it also stated that all mammals contains 2 kind of different genes . Till now , only the bear and squirrel family are able to activate the 2nd genes ... which is to sleep for a long long time = hibernating . It is said that research are being done so that human are able to hibernate , so that those astronauts are able to hibernate during the journey to Mars Planet soon enough . Imagine ... 3 years ? Hmm ... Also during hibernation , a being is said to take ONE breath in every 45 seconds and 8 heartbeats per minute ! Cool ehh ? Haaha ...

Oh ya , just saw something interesting ... i'm sure everyone know what's a cicada . It is the loudest insect in the world ! Haha .... so loud that humans are not able to hear it !!! And the loudest creature in the world is the pistil shrimp ... it's sound create by its claw is able to kill other sea creatures 6feets insight and most of all .... their SonicBoom is able to ... break the glasses of an aquarium !! Haha ...
If only i have that power ... lolX !!!!

Lousy day .. but what i archieve today ... was i got myself alot alot of remix songs and some movies and some po.... hahahahaa ~ > <"

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Today ain't the first time already . I don't know whether to find it funny or just simply lame ... lolX .. many blog readers don't really know how to use the SORA navigation .. hMm ... Jerrrr !!!

Anyway , 2days ago went to Sg Wang to meet up with Klay and Anthony . Walao ... been so long never meet up jor lehhh .. so miss them !! Haha ... Klay got changes ... but that Ant .. still samer only ! Oh well .. had a great time in Starbuck though it's just a short one .

As for yesterday ... fuiyoh .. it was really cool la babe ... The 2nd Boyz Search 2006 was held yesterday in Sg Wang . Well , a friend was in the top40 so went to gave him a support la . Also did bring along some friends for the public on the spot voting .. Hahaa ~~

They eleminated 10 person .. so will be top30 and each week , eleminating 6 person a time ! Wow ... can really see some of them really have that potential wey ... even one guy ... he resemble like
LEE HOM so much !! Oh crazeee man ... !! Haha ....

Should have taken some pic but was kinda shy ... >.<" !!
Anyway , will be supporting you la Wason .. hahaha .. don't worry ! Hahaaa ...

Yesterday went to cut hair again ... this time my friend say horr .. i look younger one year liao ... long hair like uncle .. jerrr > <" !!

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Had not been doing anything today . Just sleep and sleep . Woke up at 12pm and slept again from 3pm till 6pm ... guess i just don't want to make myself alone and think all the bad stuffs again . Yet tears rolled down again today ... hardly able to control it yea ? Even harder to find someone truly to talk to ...

As we know ... P life ain't easy ... it wasn't easy ... it is not easy neither will it be easy ... sucks eh ? Haha ... but that's what we had to face ...

Hope to settle all the problems asap ...

By the way i found back the Hkzone forum !!! I'm quite happy now ... haha ..


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Hot hot hot ... hahaha ... just the FHM for last month . With the 100 sexiest and hottest woman voted by the readers . Nice .. will post the result soon later ~

This is the seafood mee from Segambut . For those seafood lovers , this is a must try ! It comes in a original or curry or tomyam flavour . The large one cost at Rm14 the small one at Rm11 ! Yeah .. but its really worth eating !!
This is the New Product from Cadbury my friend gave me last month . Still haven't try cause am still sick ! Haha ... really great having a friend working in Cadbury and having lotsa lotsa free products !
Maaa new SHE Cd + Dvd + File ~
Nice nice ... wanted to give review for the new songs sometime ago . But since the album is not out so didn't do so . Took this Cd last saturday together by taking the tickets to the Summer live concert in Johore !! Took only 6 tickets le ... by the way who is going ?

Review for S.H.E - Forever

01 . Chu Dian [7/10]
Lyrics written by Jay Chou . It's one of the happy-go-lucky song that Jay wrote for them . Listening while watching the Mv will make you fall in love with this song even more . Nice Mv where it features flashback of the Mv Lian Ren Wei Man , the first single of S.H.E ! Haha .. but the song is not as great comparison to the past songs Jay wroted .

02 . Ring Ring Ring [7.5/10]
A catchy song that had a little indonish flavour . Noticed that nowadays , quite a number of songs features the indonish malayish drum . Like FIR's Fei Xing Bu Luo , Jolin's Wu Niang to name a few . At first , don't really like this song but slowly as listened , it gets better . You will find that Hebe have alot part in this song . She really excel alot compared to last time . Really like her voice alot !

03 . Wo Men Zen Me Le [9/10]
A very sentimental song . Been falling in love with this song and music since the first time i heard of it ! Great songs with beautiful lyrics . Easy to be sing too .

04 . Zhi Teng Hua [9/10]
Another slow ballad . Like it very much too but it's just a remake of the Westlife's Soledad . This song is like Wo Ai Ni and Yue Gui Nv Shen . Nice ...

05 . Goodbye My Love [7.5/10]
The first time hearing this song will remind you of the ancient chinese series . The traditional chinese series where the lover dies and ... music comes ... A sad sad song ...

Overall rating for this album is 75/100 .
Seriously , this album is not as great as the first New and Best Selection Cd - Together . They din't insert everynice songs in this collection . Worst still , this is a SHE compilation yet they place the Du Chang Qing Ge by Tank & Selina . Hmm ... no idea . Then , i was only give the file and no poster ! What ? No poster ? Hmm ... the shopper said that the company haven't send them any posters yet . Aihz ... but overall okay le ! Nice album .. additional to the Supermodel dance teaching .

Well , back to me . Just 'quit' from the Synovate company i'm working in . And today , went interview at this Voice Communication company . I just can feel it's much much better . Just that I will be working at night shift if i got this job ! Hehe ...

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