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Now now .. where should i start ? Haha ... so the many events and stuffs to be blogged . I guess this would be a very very long post . So are you ready ? Hehe ...

I think should be starting with 11th of August ... early in the morning , fetched Kar Lai and Teck Jinn to my house . Kar Lai cooked porridge for us all as breakfast . LoL ~ Very the bahagia leh .. Haha .. Got friend cook for me ! After that went to bus station in Sek17 and journey to Malacca .

2 hours of bus ride and finally ... placed my bags in Kar Lai's apartment before going for late lunch with Teck Jinn . Hmm ... the place that we had lunch .. reminded me of the past .. This is the second time i've been to Malacca and i came to this eating place twice . The first time ? Yeah .. it was with Marcus ...

I took a short nap after lunch and by 6pm , Kar Lai's friend are ready to fetch us to Johore . Ahh .. at last a comfortable transportation . The journey took 2 1/2 hours . Reached in Tun Aminah at 9pm and my godbrother came to pick me up ! That's it for that day . Chatted with bro till late night ...

Saturday was the day ! Yeah ~~~~ Summer 8 Live Concert !!! Hehehe ... Reach around 2pm and it was already crowded ! There are people that OVERNIGHT at Danga Bay the day before !! My .... how crazy !! We started to queue up around 5pm and we're squeeze like orange juice ! Haha ... entry started at 7.30pm !

The great thing was that we were holding a Crazy Rock Fans ticket yet we get to watch in Super Hard Rock Fans Zone !! Haha ... so near ... nice nice !! At least we doesnt need to squeeze while watching the show !
Hehe ...Energy blow away the opening to a crazy and uncontroable atmosphere .. Then came along Lin Yu Zhong , Superstars , John , Gary , Dylan and Daniel Lee ! Haha ... What can i say ... save the best for the last !! Haha ... Next is Chao Ge blowing off the crowd with screams everywhere with his Superwoman ! Fulaaahh ... Landy was next with her hot and sexy dance ! Then we have Nicholas Teo , Jang Nara , Justin , Rainie , JJ and the closing was 5566 ... it was really a turn off ... 3366 more than 5566 ... i don't really like them ... lip syncing ?? Duhhh ... boring ... when they are performing .. the crowds get lesser and lesser !! Everyone just leave and going back .. The good shows actually ended by JJ !! Haha ~~ Nice ...
What can i say ? It's the greatest FREE concert ever ... can't wait for next year ! Wondering where can it be held ... Last year was Penang , this year Johore ... next KL ? Hmmm ...

After the concert , meet up with JC .... LoL ~ So long din't see him already leee ... Still cute laarkk ! Haha ... Chatted till very very late night .. and next day , Kar Lai's friend fetch me back to Malacca . Then in Malacca bus station ... I took bus alone ... yeah ~ ALONE .. back to Shah Alam .. so there i was again ... second time .. in bus station of Malacca ...

All of a sudden , my hearts felt heavy . It was rather unusual . The first time I took the bus home .. my feeling was mixed of happy yet sad to leave ... this time ... i felt the pain ... it's almost a year since i came to Malacca ... As i was alone ... my tears starting to run down ... i hardly able to control it . I thought to myself .. what is wrong with me ? Why can't i be as strong as others can be ? I even thought of leavin the bus ... and search for him ... Marcus ... I don't understand myself .. after such long time , I'm yet to forget this person from my heart and mind . I din't find him or call him when i was in Malacca because I've just argued with him few days back ... I was the one to be blame for the problem ... but he said something .. and that time it hurt me so deep . I cried on the spot .. alone . That wasn't the first time ... why should i be hurt again and again ? Since then , we din't talk to each other . He din't bother to sms or call me ... and me ? Just hoping that i could forget that past ... and go on with my with my current life . Easy to be said but i can't . I hate this dilemma ... Felt very silly at that moment .
Maybe it really proves that he is more than special to me ? An ideal partner that i was needed and wanted to have ? Sigh ... anything ... it already past ... I'm afraid to be hurt so deep again ...

Recently am having a very dull life . I got summon for my roadtax expiry date ! Sigh ... how awful !! Fortunately my dad din't scold and nag me ... and he helped to settle it . Now that i wanted to renew my roadtax , they told me im unable to because my insurances date is insufficient for half a year renewal . Bought another half year insurance but im still unable to pay the roadtax ! What the hell is this ? Haihz ... no roadtax ... no car ... no driving ...

Oh nowadays , been downloading and burning alot of dvds . Hell alot of horror movies . Haha ~ Nice ... Since Silent Hill is not showing in Malaysia , burned it to dvd and hell ... i'm gonna watch it in my own stereo hifi tele ~!!! Hmmphh ..

Brad's birthday party will be held tonight at The Curve , Hooked Restaurant ... LoL ~ BUT my godmother is coming today .. oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .......

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