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HaHa ... at last kena shoot liao ! Since nobody read , then i thought of writing it only when i feel like i wanna post lor ... and today is the day ! Just feel very much of bloggin today ... today which is much prefer to refer on wednesday not thursday ya .

Woke up quite late today around 1pm . Lifeless and moodless to do the things i used to do when i woke up . Instead of takin a shower and packin meals , i just went to my laptop and start playing with it . Downloading songs , uploading pics , checking mails , burning movies etc . Around 5pm , i stopped everything and went prepared for the japanese lesson later at 7 .

Was reaching at Terence's house early so decided to look for Isaac and Jeremy to 38 38 ... haha ... were about to take dinner but did not because we're late for class . So we just bought some breads and tarts ..

Only one girl attended the class today plus the 3 of us .. the other 2 girls absent .. i think i know where they might be ... haha .. will be explained later ~ Today's class was fun buuuuutttt .... got so embarrassed because 3 of us haven't memorise the kanji words ! Katagana ... dislike it alot !!
Couldn't make the correct answer when teacher asked us !! >.< "

After lesson , we rushed to 1Utama's Jusco ! Yeah ... it was already late but the cars are damn damn freakin packed ! Everyone just parked outside the road lehhh !! So .. i don't care and just park at the new wing instead of rounding rounding searching for parking !

Wanna know why Jusco is filled with people and the two pretty girls absent for class ? Yeah ... it's the only one day of megasales !! 70% and 50% !!! Holeeeeeeeeeenesssss .... Everyone was fighting for the stuffs . Especially the clothing deparment !

I manage to get myself 3pack of undies and 1 shirt ! Hehe .. only at Rm82 .. normal price ? Rm140 !! Haha ... but most of the good stuffs already taken ... oh , we saw these jeans jacket and original Rm129 but no .. only Rm38 !!! Omg .. freaking cheap and .. it's really really nice .. but left only 2 piece ... Terence and Isaac took each one .. = =" blehhh ...

I guess shopping does help someone to reduce stress and painful thoughts ... but it also hurts the wallet ... alot .. i mean .. really ALOT ! Haha ... but still satisfied !

Before going to the main point of this blog , i have other things in mind and heart that i wish to blog about . Things that are important to me i guess ..

First is bout my half year anniversary present from my dar-ling ... hahaha ... he gave me the TMGC ... tamagochi to me last last week when he came to my house . Yaya ... i know everyone will be thinking , TAMAGOCHI ? Why in the world ! Haha ... but seriously this tmgc is getting really popular again especially in Jap and Europe country . They are the new generations of the old one which can be played online ! Nice .. but its expensive . Anyway , will be bloggin bout the little baby soon ya ..
Most important .. thanks dear for that . Muaahh ...

Secondly , its bout the 8th of September . Haha ... i'm sure everyone have no idea what day is it .. just the birthday of someone once close with me . But somehow , we couldn't manage to keep contact because of some misunderstanding .. i thought bout it and i guess it's maybe the best for the two of us . Everything does happened for a reason right ? Yeah , i know that he deleted and blocked me in Msn , deleted me in friendster and havin no more ways to enter his blog/xanga world . Still that day , i try my luck just to give him one sms to a number that he onced gave it to me . Wishing him a great birthday and his best in Stpm too ... and i never expected anything much from there . But to my surprise , the SmS is sent and a replied is received . He reply me ... with a very short yet warm feeling . I was stunned at that very moment . I re-read it a few times ... it was Him . My tears start to fall .. no idea from does it came from . I was with my mix feeling again ... Maybe i was glad that he still remember who am i .. as long that i know he lives well , though far away from me , i'm already satisfied and relief .. =)

Thirdly , i guess it's bout Marcus , and i'm sure alot of you guys know him ya ? I doesn't want to spread any bad things nor critic him in anyway , cause i don't have the right . Just that , he makes me know so much more living in a P life . He made me grew alot deeply . All sorts of people lives in this tiny world . Everyone might get hurt if they don't know how to protect themselves ... but everyone does get hurt once in a while . It's just a part of growing up ! At least what he did now , really awaken me .
He thought me something previously , listening to S.H.E's 8th album - don't want to grow up . The 3rd song ... Don't want to be your friend [ Bu zhuo ni de peng you] ...
Direct translation of the chorus :
" Don't take my hand , saying that i know everything , we still can be friends eventhough we couldn't be lovers . Don't hold my hands , while thinking of other people's faces . Changing the way we hold hands won't make it better . If we cant be more than this ... can i not be your friend ? "
Haha ... i'm not so good in translating but that's how it means ... it's true ...

Fourth , recently i've been downloading alot alot of movies and anime . Will be updating bout these later on ... too much to post ... = ="

And for the main thing ... i just wanted to say that recently a serious problem arises within my family . That is the main reason why recently i'm very very down and moodless .. what i can say is i have to interfere with this problem if i want to have a better future . Something that i have to think and act fast . Sigh .. this is the stressing part i guess .. i just pray that God can help us all ... pray that Mum will always be with us ... all the time .. =)

I'm sure not everyone will read everything up there but ... hahah .. don't care .. just a place for me to express myself .. If anyone did read it all , mind posting your name at the cbox ? Haha ... just testing only ...

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