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2MORO - Shao Le MTV

This is a new song by 2moro that is specially for PLUs' . It's a very sweet MTV plus the goodlookin guy ! ><" Hope you guys enjoyed =)

Oh , by the way , click the button stop to silent the background song ya =)

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The other day , I received a sms from Shun Jie saying that he is getting better and that he is getting back to the "Shun Jie" that was before ... the happy-go-lucky kind of person . Yet recently , things seem to get pretty ugly . I couldn't felt more useless than now . I'm very very tired and I don't know what I should do anymore . I really pray that God will guide me ...

Recently , there are just too much news for me to take on .

First was Victor . I shouldn't say too much bout it here . He attempt to do something that i felt most useless . I really don't wish to see him under this condition . Feeling pain and suffering all the time . If only we human have the power to control everything we wish for ... No matter what Vic , we will always pray for you . Though we couldn't do anything ... we still wish to see you one day smiling at us ... telling us that you finally overcome the pain . I'm lookin forward for that day ...

Then came the news bout my former classmate ... though he is a P , yet sometimes I hope very much that he isn't or at least ... he will not be one anymore . Last few weeks , he came telling me how happy he was ... that he finally found someone he loved . Yeah , the first boyfriend he have all these while . But just then last few days ago , he told me how sad and hurt he was . Figuring that his bf might be just playing him all this time . I don't know how to console him nor to cheer him up as I couldn't even manage my own life . Haha ... but still , as a friend I advised him with the experience of my life in this circle . Well , am praying for you to recover soon . I hope that you can do well in your exam . Don't want to see you keep coming and telling me you can't study when exam is so near ...

Next problem ? Alvin ... maybe it wasn't a problem at all . I should have just let it go ... let it be . If he wanted to stop the good friend relationship ... as someone who i can talk with and trust ... but now it all ended . Thing's will never be the same anymore . Finally , i found out some dark secrets that ... that i don't think i even wanna see ... something that i will never believe until i saw it with my own pair of eyes . It disgust me . Well , it ended . I'm glad =)

Ah di had been coming over to my place this few days . He purposely came over to find me because I wasn't feelin good . He wanted to make me happier ..
Yeah , I was really glad he came over . If not because of him , I might have lost my mind and just killed myself without anyone knowing .

Been meeting with some of his friends and his godbro , Sinchester . Weird , how small this P circle of friends . Somehow everyone is connected to each other in a way . Really dislike that feeling and connection ...

The other day , we went to Lost World with ah di , Terrence , Fred and ga sou .. Been there quite number of times yet that day ... first time i experienced something so horrible ... Unforgettable ...
Terrence , Fred , Isaac and I was chatting outside my car while ah di was sitting inside . Then there was this guy in his early 30's came over me . Introducin himself to me and stood beside me . Then he ask me whether im shy anot ... and I was like .. " Huh ! Please laaa ... go away laaa ... im not interest in anything or anyone at all !! Summore look at ur face laaa .. " hahaha ... okok ... that was a lil too much . Anyway , then he came over and hug me ... ARghh !!! Damn .. i quickly walk over to my friend place avoiding him . Then he go and disturb my ah di ! Duhh ...
Very the speechless .... ><"

Hmm ... anyway , was kinda down that he went back already . At least when he was here , someone can accompany me and let me forget the pain . Now ... back to normal I guess ... back to the reality again .
Still , I need to rewish Wai Hoe ah dut dut ... happy birthday leh ! Haha .. belated liao ... belated 2 days =.="
Nevermind laa ... still wishing u maaa ...

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