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Artist : The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Title : Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Friendster - chocoslayer@hotmail.com
MSN - mister_lavigne@hotmail.com

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19th of December ... it's the 1st year of my mother's death . Yeah .. it's already a year since it happened . Yet the moment of it is still fresh in my mind . Things pass and we will have to move on eventually . Though I may not be the best son nor best student during my education .. nevertheless , I still love you Mum ...


21st night , my godbrother Yong Wei , came over from Penang . He said he will reached around 6pm at Pudu so I thought of going there early .. then to think of it , he might be late though because it will be traffic . So I went to fetch Joe first in Midvalley . Both of us went to Pudu after that and reach around 6.15pm yet didi havent reached yet . He called up and said that he will be rather late due to the bus kept having stop in most places !! Grrr .. "SuperNice" somemore !! Hahaha ... Nice my ass =="

So Joe recommended us to go UM to take some food in his faculty and i agreed . But who knows that the mamak stall is closed !! And the worst , Joe forget to bring his key !! So basically , we can do nothing . Good thing that soon after that , didi smsed saying he reached already ~

Oh well ... that's it ba ! I accompanied didi to watch Haunted Apartment in Midvalley that night because i felt that he wanted to watch movie alot alot ...

The next day went to watch The Curse of Golden Flower at the Curve . Joining us was didi's friend Cray , Daniel and Gerald . Due to the fact that i was unhappy and felt left out that time , I invited Brian to accompanied me and that Brian wanted to watch this movie alot ! Hehe ..

Oh , we sang in Pyramid's Redbox that night from 10pm-1am for Rm50 per-person ! Haha .. the most expensive I ever sang .. also the worst day in my years .. Couldn't say much .. just that the worst dissapointment and regret that i tried to do alot but not having any appreciation ... that kind of feeling is ... painful and hurting ...

Funny that I cried that night ... while they were singing , I was hoping that someone can bring out of that hell place , and Brian are willingly to accompanied me . So I just walked out from that place and followed Brian ...Anyway , it's already past ... I still need to move on and look forward =)

Early morning on 23rd , I fetch didi back to KL Sentral cause his family is already there . Spending a night in KL and the next day to Genting ...

Eventually , my friends and I were supposed to have some kind of bbq or steamboat party stuffs in my place but unfortunately .. no one plan ! Grrrr ~~~~~So finally , we ended up going to Asia Cafe for yumcha and planning our christmas eve day !

And so ... Christmas Eve is here ... I always love christmas alot compared to many many other different festive seasons ...It gives a very peaceful and warming feeling ... yeah ... just makes us wanted to hug our best buddies tight ~ Hehhhh ...

Afternoon , we went to karaoke-ing at Neway in Timesquare .. after that ... shopping ~ ! lolx ... after shopping we went to Gasonline for our lunch . And guess who I saw !! Oh my ... i never thought of seeing him there ... Leon ~ Heheh ... he is just someone that i felt different ... someone who i cared yet he cared me alot too ... it's almost 2 years since i last saw him ... quite happy that time .. !! ~

At night .. Thai Club time ! ~ Went in quite late , around 11.30pm .. So it's already damn crowded upstairs .. Fuhhh .. We got ourselves 2 Chivas for Rm598 at 10 person price . In the beginning , just Marcus , Caroline , Jolene and I were moving out asses ... hahahaha ... but in the end , everyone got damn drunk ! Lol ... really damn funny that night .. hahah ~

Merry Christmas everyone ~

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Wasolicious , Marcolicious and Jolenlicious ~ wakkaa ..

The girlz ~

Ouchhhh ... look damn pathethic weyyyyy !!!

Lenglui and meee ... weeeee !

Another lenglui ~

Aaaaaaaaaaaaa !! That's enough to describe us ....

Peace girls !!

hahah ... still awake or not harrr ?

Cheerz Peepss ..


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My heart is totally broken to pieces ... The appealing failed . This time , the man who counsell me make it worst than the lady . It's already been a year . What's my next step ? I'm not supposed to sit at home and just whine bout it . Instead should be taking immediate actions .

Should i just enroll in Monash's foundation for Biotech and waste another year ? Or should I join USCI with the first year ? It's really a question that is questionable .. If UCSI provides a very good education in science i would ... if UCSI is located near to my house i would too ...

Think Think Think !

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Just cut hair at Low Yat just now and abit regret lerr !!! Arghh .. cause my sifu is in his holiday so i asked someone else to cut for me !! > <"
Picture below is the before and after cut ... not the direct same day but just 2 days different baa ..

The before cutting ...

And this is after cutting ... arg ~ !!!! Look like DUMBDUMB !!

This is me and jC didi at Gasoline

Just another jC ... hahahah .. he so funni and cute larrr !

I even forgot to bring his present today so hopefully tomorrow am able to compensate .. cause tomorrow I will need to pay a visit to my mother in Semenyih's Nirvana Memorial Park early in the morning . I guess will be done quite early ..

Hopefully everything will be alright tomorrow cause that china woman is going together as im concern ... is that something right ?? Some bitch going to my mother's funeral .. sigh ... my dad insist ... I really don't know what the adults are thinking ... If only i knew .. =)

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Just only downloaded 2 new album ..
1st was Reira starrin Yuna Ito's TRUTH and 2nd was Mika's The End album ... both from the Nana 2 ost ~ It's really nice ..

Yuna Ito - Truth
Yuna Ito - Take Me Away

There is another remix of Endless Story but personally i don't like it ... only the original is nice .. and for this single .. i love Take Me Away ... Nice ~~ Good job !!

I knew a new friend yesterday .. well , can't really say that it's totally a new friend . He is someone that I chatted with long ago but just lost contact somehow ... and we had a really nice chat yesterday . It was very comfortable . As if i'm chatting with someone i knew for a long long time ... We have so much in common as well .. Also the fact that he is my senior when i'm enrolling in Monash next year .. same course too ~ cool eh ?
Really never thought that i could know someone in Monash before entering but now ... hehe ~ hope that this friendship is something great baaa ~ hapii ~ =X


I will be visiting my mother this Saturday for the 1st year anniversary ... The exact date is on 19th but grandma said that it's best not to make the visit on the exact date for the first year . So we'll make it earlier ... Was feeling pure pain today ... so heavy ...

Though it's getting better after having a chat with Brian just now ... but thanks to the MSN , that is having a connection problem with their server , i guess not only us but everyone is having a problem while chatting ! Hmmph ...

It's time to get some sleep ... Will have to wake up early in the morning tomorrow to fix car ~ Nitez =/

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Kuan Shien , Me and Teck Jinn .... buddies 4evaa in Friendster Cafe

Ying Yin , Kar Lai and me ... Ji Mui 4eva ... HAHhahaa ~~ same place above =="


Without enough rest , Kuan Shien , Kar Lai and I went to Sg Wang for gai gai ... It was the day for redeeming the tickets for SHE's signature event on the 22nd December at the Jusco Cheras Selatan ~ Yeahh ... happy can go ! Hebe !!!! I'm coming .........................................

Seriously we did nothing much there ... really nothing ! Haha ... lame ~ L L L L ~

At night , we had a bigger group and we went over to Sure Heboh in Stadium Shah Alam after dinner . It was freaking crowded . Went there just to get our perfumes and cologne ... really cheap leh ~ Haha ... Cause our friend work there ... Weehheeee ...

At night , Wason asked me to LQ . Really have no interest to go actually ... its been 4months since i quit that place yet ... i'm concerned that someone will be going . This person ... told me that he will never go to "those" kind of places ... well ... i saw him there ... and saw something that i never should see ... i regret being there . But it's all over now =)

As for today , woke up at 9.30am for breakfast with Kuan Shien and Ying Yin ~ Haha ... Unbelievable horrr .. > <" me think so too ... After that , went up to Chi Chung's place and chat with her mother for sometime . Miss her mum alot ... hahaha ~

After that , everyone came to my house and ... gosh ... most boring Monday ... LolX ~
Hopefully tomorrow is a better day ...

Here , i would like to apologize to many people ... to the people that i once hurt without me knowing ..
I'm sorry ...

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First day opening of Jusco in Sg Long ~ Got myself 5 t-shirts , a short pants , a pair of slipper , a snow cap , a jacket , a work suite , a carpet , a mat and a free jusco bear ~ ! Lol .. All less than Rm200 ! Hoo hoo ~~

New bought Mcky shoe ~~


Did nothing much today . While at night Kuan Shien , Teck Jinn , Kar Lai , Ying Yin , Chi Chung and I went to Friendster in Damansara Perdana for yumcha . LoL ... Purposely went so far to have a drink ... well , am really dissapointed with this place . Nothing really special and .. RM85 for 6 person's drink ? Goshh .. what are they thinking ? =="

Anyway after sending the girls back , my friends and I went to Asia Cafe for supper and I bought two DVDs . Ghost Game and Saw 3 !! Hoo ... the Dvd seller really cute leh .. keep talking to him and even say bye to me when i'm about to go back . HAha .... i'm so SS ~ !!

When we're bout to watch Ghost Game , I feel so ... speechless . I wanna kill that guy ! It's very clear to be watch but not subtitle ... LoL ... wth ~ ! Then change to Saw 3 ... well , not that bad . Clearer than other Dvd's available !

Wanna recommend Saw 3 to many many people . Though it's not like Saw 1 and 2 that easy to be understand . The story is really fantastic ! But really need some deep thinking for it .. The Saw series is very very recommended !
And guess what ? Saw 4 is coming out on 26th October 2007 ... news found on Wikipedia ~ and am very sure it's trustable .
Remember during the end of Saw 3 , John said that in order to save the man's daughter , he need to play one final test ? Then it ended ? Haha ... OMG cant wait larrr ...

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Only when i'll be able to use back my own laptop ? Really hope the sky will drop a laptop for me . Haha ... well , of cause if really drop .. let it be on my bed then .

It's been a really tough year for me . Tough as in really bad luck . Suey the whole year already and I'm really really looking forward for the new year next year for a brand new start of life instead of dark skies awaiting for me everyday . Don't want to sing SHE's " Tian Hui " [Gray Sky] everyday in my life lorrr..

It's 1st of December and what about December ? Ho ho ho ... Whole month will be feeling like christmas for me . Everyday is christmas in my heart though ... Of all the festive season in the world .. Christmas is the best ! Maybe it's the warm feeling and a little cooling atmosphere .. =) not forgetting gifts and snows !! I really wish to go to Japan for snows lehhhh .... Why Malaysia no snows arhh ?? Only " hujan batu " =="
Well , still no idea where to celebrate . Perhaps going back to my godmother's place as usual or just hang out with my schoolmates ...

Did i mention that i bought a 014 Hotlink simpack ? And geessshhh ... i got cheated ! Know why ? 014 Hotlink is call easy plan . Yaya , call me dumbass but i really don't know and i'm very sure most of you don't know either right ! Haha ... only 012 and 017 Hotlink is total plan which is much much cheaper use ... want to know the difference ? Go to
HERE then ... so I've decided to get a TOTAL PLAN simpack ASAP !! ><"

On Wednesday , Caroline , Ying Yin , Marcus and I went to pasar malam in Taman Connaught ... and you guys know how bad luck i am ? Just as i'm to park my car ... rain start pouring !! Just drizzling alittle so we thought its okay ... hell , when we walk just around few minutes away ... SUPER RAIN ~ !! Booommm ... great uh ?? Anyway , really had a great time that night . It's been so long since activities like this is held .. By the way , Chow Taufu aka Taufu Busuk is damn nice ... Hey !! Have to queue in a long way in order to buy ... even under the rain still need to queue . Pathethic or not ? But .. nice nice !


MOVIES

Recently there are some movies that i really like in cinema ..

1 . Step Up
This movie is so cool ! It's all bout music and dancing and love . Yaya ... lame ? But the choreographing was hella great ! In love with that song "Show Me Tha Money" after watching it ... really hooked ..

2 . The Covenant
Many did not watch this movie hell i don't know why either . But is a MUST watch for the ladies . That guy Caleb is so freaking ridiculous hot and gorgeous . Enough said i guess ...

Am going to get the DVD's for both the movie above !
As for the movie i'm lookin very forward is Colic . A thai horror flick movie ! Go get a preview if you dare ... Hahaha ...


MUSICS

Recently been very hooked to some of the songs ..

Chinese

Jay - Tui Hou
Fish - Qin Qin and Shi Yi
Jiang Mei Qi - Ai Ku Gui
Jin Sha - Ben Dan
Penny - Dan Shen Qiao Tao
Vivian - Qin Ai De
Evan Yo Tsai - Wo Ke Yi
K-One and Ivy Hsu - Hu Xi Luan Xiang
Fahrenheit and Hebe - Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue
Bibi Zhou - Bie Ai WoTong En - Bu Zhun Ku

English

The Veronicas - 4ever and When It All Falls Apart [ Beginning to love this duo twins ! They are not only pretty but they really can sing ! ]
Christina Aguilera - Hurt and Ain't No Other Man
Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober

Others
Yuna Ito - Endless Story
Mika - Yuki no Hana

though some are just some plain old songs .. but i just love hearing it . Oh ya .. SAYA aka Zhang Hui Mei little sister re-sang Yuna Ito's Endless Story .. hmmm ... comment anyone ?


GAMES

3 PS2 Games that really kept me hook and is highly recommended ...

1st would no other than Final Fantasy 12 .. hahaha !! Can't blame me since i'm a big fan of them ! And this all new system is really really nice .. though some don't like it but the game goes much faster this way ... way to go !! AND REALLY TOO BAD FF13 is on PS3 !!! Argg...

2nd would be Okami ... the scenery and drawing of this game really can blow one mind away . It's mostly japanese arts kinda feeling and really cute and nice !!

3rd is Bully ... this game really rocks . Must have too !!


TV SHOW

Oh gosh .. American Next Top Model ... hahaha .. my lovely Gina is eliminated ! Too bad .. and now , i'm really putting my hopes on Leslie ! Even Molly Sue lose to Jade !! OMFG ... jade that dut dut ...

Chi Tian Da Shen .. a chinese show host by Jacky Wu is also a must watch show for me .. Haha .. is one of my best laughter !

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